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You Should Live With as Much Guilt as I Do

by Logan Brown

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1.
An Ohia Family Murder 05:51
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Truth about it is Things put to song have power Watch me go My broken pack leaks your gutted Waste of a family Watch me murder now, Watch the blood flow soft Fast, Angry and free Our secret heart burns in my memory Singing won't take me back, Yelling makes me cry A hoarse voice and beads strung beat breaking Burns in my memory Truth is All in this song has power Watch it burn Cold blooded killer makes a heart beat pop To the beat of dampened drums Watch me now Watch it now Watch me start it off with the drop of a pin Perfectly failing lock Open my door Hands cracked with washing Need lotion Abandoned holy shrine Filled up with blood Sitting peaceful now Standing raging then Watch me now Watch it now Watch me start it off with a quivering grin
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Notes and Needing 02:36
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And I have, all the same feelings I had when I was nineteen; Wanting to die, to bite off and choke on this swollen tongue Needing to drown in smoky nowheresville To forget how, this back aches when I wake up to dream But now, it's all buried under notes and annotations Explanations of worth and rights Though, honestly, this past year has shaken me Sufficiently to know there's no foundation If we have to build one up Thrownness and knotted thinking are the layer in front Of a peace, not dependent on notes and needing But I stay knotted most days, dragging ass Knowing heaven's just behind But stuck for the wanting But stuck for the note taking
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Sandbox 04:33
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I cut my thumb, fucked my tendon In the back room of a store Bleeding badly grabbed a towel, Me and my friend flew out the door It was paid for by a company Called helmsman or something Like they used to forge real armor But now they just pay for thumbs Being mortal Paying court ordered Payments 'cause you spray painted your high school when you were 16 Showed those ass holes who was boss While wearing home made masks Forged in secret in your bedroom You stuck you little finger Bleeding badly, dead skin mask While you sobbed inside your hole Empty longing, am I realer Than this rotting stomach full? Having issues Thinking you're a fuckin' loon Praying to Vishnu A year or two later Thinking god's inside your head and all you gotta do is dread All the feelings and the wantings Making you wish for your bed Now you're older, should be wiser But just boring, scared, and drier Drink the water that we give you It'll surely cure your head Deadly headache Pulsing cranium of dread Should be calmer But I'm an enemy instead Of free living, thoughtless giving Things the Wisemen taught and said Am I acting well? Would you tell me? Or is it known that I'm not fed? Peaceful knowing, please come quickly My stomach really hurts Can I go back to the sandbox? I like my fake friends more
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Rough Rider Pt. 2 03:25
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I wrote this song It's about when I met her We were young And I saved her from a predator I was dumb I didn't think that she would kiss me But she did And we flew into a mess of love I called immaturity a car We'd stare at her wood ceiling Smoke cigarettes in my back yard I tossed a bad friend and gained an angel Seventeen and stupid, I didn't see the pain ahead I killed Logan Brown Over and over and over To clear the shelf For loving and moreover A clearer view So time could disappear If only I knew The darkness in a human heart Our Dads are bears and I'm the king Of the wicked evil city Where wire tongues lick everything But into my heart a conscience grew Dispelling all the darkness I owe you for everything
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Disease Song 02:01
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This EP represents a change in tone for the Logan Brown project. I say the same things I've always said, but with much less fluff. I hope you enjoy this short release, there is much more in this vein to be heard on my follow up album, Logan Brown Is: A Friend, coming late 2021.

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released August 15, 2021

Songwriting, instrumentation, mixing, and mastering by Logan Brown.

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Logan Brown Cincinnati, Ohio

Singer-songwriter out of Cincinnati Ohio. Active since 2014, still kickin'.

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